And i'm a little dissapointed. I failed integrated 3, so I'm back in integrated 2 for the rest of the year.

I'm the only one in integrated two who won't get credit for the year. If i dont take an extra year of math (over the 4 year requirement) I will fail, and have to do another year at this jail. (Fun stuff)

I also have a new boyfriend =) His name is Anthony, and he's awesome =) 11.18.08

Mexico on the 16th =) it's going to be funnn

Is the 27th. I'm very excitedd. I'm going with Ben. It's going to be funn <3 Will post some picturess after homecoming.

That was probably the easiest week everr. wednesday, there was  a water main break and we were left out 3 hours early. (awesomeee)

AND me and my friend snuck on the roof. =D Freakinggg awesome. Cept, now they have someone watching the staircase. O_O Cameras, maybe?

oh well. hope the rest of the year is this easy.

I'm not on Zondara very often anymore. find me on facebook. and deviantart. we'll talk there.

http://www.anothertragicend.com

http://www.new.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1288808825

If you can't veiw profile on facebook, send me a message. =)

     Have you ever tried to help a situation... Only to make things worse?

     My friends are currently fighting. :( I hate fighting, It just pisses me off that they can't solve out something sooooooo simple. 0_0

     Anyways, Jesse (whose 17) has been going off at Maddie (Whose 13). Well... I tried to tell Jesse to lay off Maddie, Because she alwasy complains about it to me. So he starts cussing at me.... Which just gets me mad. ALL WEEK I've been talking to this kid, trying to make him happier and more understanding of why people are mad at him. Nothing ever changes though. At the end, he ends up going off at me, which he laters apologizs for.

     Why exactly do I bother? All's it does is stresses me out.

It came back Negative.

It's the same routine EVERY FUCKING 3 MONTHS.



I tell people, oh, no cancer this time. Well, guess what? There's always another screening.



Another chance that it'll come up positive.





There is ALWAYS going to be another screening.


There is NO cure for lymphoma (none)
So, there will always be another chance it will have grown back.


Another chance that our family will go through hell
Another chance chemotherapy will tear apart my dad's system
Another chance.

The worst part is....

There isn't a damn thing I can do.

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...My great-grandfather was in the hospital for pneumonia. :] He was recently checked out of the rehabilitation home he was living him, and is doing alright.

He doesn't take his meds like he should be though. Says he forgets and that the pills will kill him X_X

OH. And I failed my math exam. x_x so my GPA went down to 2.9 D: So much for College.

My great-Grandfather (age 95) has come down with pneumonia (sp?). He was taken to the hospital last night. Fortunately, he is doing better than yesterday. My mother keeps telling my grandma to get a nurse to come check up on him weekly/daily, but he's so stubborn :|

I don't know, but I'm happy he is doing better. I was at the hospital for about an hour, then I went to the library. :]

Forever Yours,

Rachel (With Love)

So I got my learner's permit today. After going to the Secratery of State. TWO times. Apparently, a passport isn't enough ID. >:O

Anyways, I got my permit, and I drove home from the SOS.

I think my mom has a new anxiety. And it envolves my driving >_< I almost hit a bus >_< had my driving teacher not stepped on the brakes....

YouTube is DOWN! It's not working! End of the world :( My video on my profile stopped working too :( Maybe the creators were watching the Root Of All Evil and decided to pull the plug and attempt to save youtube's followers. :( Damn YOU youtube creators! D: I want my Sense Fail back!

So it's the end of the world. -.-

As Always,

Rachel (With Love)

:} Soooo :} I got an acoustic. It was my brother's, but he bought a new Les Paul, so the acoustic is ALL MINE!!!!!

Taking pictures of it for my deviant :} Check it OUT!

http:\\www.AnotherTragicEnd.DeviantArt.com

As Always,

Rachel (With Love)